Depressed

Well..i dont know how else to channel my feelings..so i guess this is the best place for me to do so..for almost 3 years..i had this long lasting relationship that i thought was strong enough to hold on until the end of my life..but i thought wrong..that 3 damn days changed what i have build and nurtured for 3 years..its funny how life works..the matter of hearts and feelings are very complicated and there are so much uncertainties..

so now here i am..feeling depressed

Last Day of Orientation

Wewww..the time passes so fast..its already the last day of orientation...after 2pm i free to go back to my home..my true home where my mom is..sigh missed her so much..

mak tggu adik balik k..

hehe yerp..adik..that what my mom called my..until forever im adik..call me spoiled, call me brat..but thats who i am..anak bongsu OOoooo

chow..nnt kna jem plak

2nd day..

My mom used to say..u are taking the same path that your father did..my dad..was going to be a teacher when something happened along the way and he failed. However i always tells myself that everyone in this world have their own way...each one of you..but you can never knows what is coming your way..

So now here i am..starting a new life..after leaving the old one..together with bitter sweet memories that will stay with forever.

OMG its Monday

Day one of orientation...getting to know the OCBC family..quite a history they got..meets lots of new faces..except for loges who keeps on bugging me when i was about to fall asleep..zzzzzZ..it was cold and some facilitators was superbly boring..even their voices made me wanna sleep..its been a tiring but overall fun day...cant wait for Wednesday..home sweet home

p/s - wait for me mom..im coming home n taking you with me

Fresh new start...

7.35 am -


Still feelin sleepy after waking up at 6 a.m. due to disturbance from Addy who spends the whole night playing Texas Hold em Poker..sigh..this guy aa...got the chance to chat with my older brother who's in UK pursuing his dreams..we chat about lots of things..mostly gossips..i know how much he missed Malaysia from his questions pertaining my mom and my other siblings..haha serve u rite..

Got an orientation training at OCBC headquarters this morning at 9..but in the midst of all these chaos i finally find the right time to continue writing pieces of my memories although i know no one is going to read it but me..

7.43 am -

Love tips

Never give 100% of your love to someone (except ur mom n dad) cause when the relationship fails..you will fall harder then ur partner..so make sure keep about 30% of the love to yourself..if not..you'll end up like me..hurting..badly. luckily ive got friends..n family.. thanks u guys for being there.. i might sound a lil bit sissy for a guy..but the truth is..ending a 4 years old relationship with someone who you loved more than anything else in this world is really hard..really2 hard..trust me


7.48 am -

Time to go..traffic is goin to be BAD..lucky e i got AFY9324 which can surf though the traffic like slicing a cake..bak kate org melayu "kacang je" ahah..ok gtg..bye losers~

p/s that guy in the back is Addy..hate him for waking me up so early